see growing up BI-RACIAL....i had to figure out a way to blend in with both races...like for example, if i was with my white side family/friends...no matter ''how hard i tried to be white''..they would see the black side (i.e. black spots) and vice versa with the black side of family/friends (i.e. white spots)...so i found myself associating with the cow....however, the good side was that i could adapt to any race...but i would still always be the ''cow''.....so i named her ''SOUL SUNFLOWER COW''